Girl In The Mirror

ok i made this as a title bcoz my feelings reflect britney's song girl in the mirror.. somehow these days, i feel so broken and shattered.. i got tons of problems.. yea right.. like what they said, "you DO NOT own all of the problems in the world!" heck now how am i gonna believe that? but, i cannot trust anymore.. so hard to trust people.. i've not been writing the few days bcoz i am feeling so down recently.. and i think i am losing my darn faith too.. and i'm turning dark.. yeah.. no fun at all.. i just wish things would go back to normal! normal so that i can be happy.. like the old times, the old times that i remember.. no fighting... especially yuki and zati.. this net world is recently full of dramas.. maybe i am just thinking too much eh? maybe..

"And I wish there was something, I could do.."

i am letting all of my anger out in this diary, what i feel and everything.. and right now, one thing i would really like to say is: "I Love You Geovannie! Although I Can Feel That You Do Not Feel The Same Anymore, Still, That's how I feel. I Just Wanted To Tell You That! :')"

I don't know if its true or not, but my friend on facebook Perkins Joy just died? I wish not.. i really wish not... i better stop myself from doing this sadness or else i might ruin myself.. NO, not might.. it WILL.... i just wish everything would go back to normal... i am crying my heart out here.. since i cant scream..

"Trials are GIFTS.. They make you learn how to become a strong person!"

I ask, why are the trials so hard? geez i cant complain.. i've been through alot! i can do this.. i know i can.. ne, i should sign out, i ran out of thoughts.. i'll write some other time if i feel all better.. *forced smile*

"There's a girl in the mirror.. i wonder who she is? Sometimes i wish i knew her.. Sometimes i wish i really did.. There's a story in her eyes, lullabies and goodbyes.. When she looks back at me, i can tell her heart is broken easily.. Cause the girl in my mirror is crying out tonight.. And there's nothing i can tell her, to make her feel alright.. Oh, the girl in my mirror is crying 'cause of you.. And i wish there is something..Something i could do.."