You want INSANE? ==

ok.. before i shut this fvcknut computer off, i should at least WRITE SOMETHING to make me feel better.. ==" its been too much for me.. ever wondered HOW TO RELAX A VERY STRESSED PERSON!?!!? -___-" like yes!! i keep calling Maeh so that i have company! you never know what it feels like to be a STUCK-UP loner here.. like almost everyday my mom goes out and i am left with all the dirty work! but its a bit fun.. like what happened a while ago.. i was changing this stupid blanket's sheet, and i can even go inside it and fix it.. but too bad, i bumped my head on my cabinet after i got out.. i was a retard for doing that! (yey retard!) after i did that, i vacuum and yes, i almost got sucked in! HAHA! kidding.. XDDD aaand, i did a little cleaning.. thats all? o.O

"Not all your actions will please everybody. you CANNOT please everybody."
(a word from my classmate Mich when i was still in fourth year HS.)

well i am sorry to write these words in my blog, but i have to.. since i have such a GREAT potty mouth! i am so a FVCKTARD and a STUPID H*E for doing that to Vhan... yea yea, lets say i think NEGATIVE, alright, i am sorry! its my fault! i feel so GUILTY and i hated myself for not trusting you! (as always.. i always hate myself..) yea, so, i am sorry! let me make up to ya by taking in punishments.. >.> wow.. i wish i can say that to him straight on the phone.. O.O""" ehem ehem... forgive me... i just really HATE for who i am on the opposite side... the negative one... *talks to other self: YES YOU!!! YEA YOU!!! STOP RUINING MY LIFE!! you've done enough torturing to me! AND YES, i surrender and sometimes I CANT REALLY GET RID OF YOU! SO STFU!!* there, i just talked to my other self that made me go think like NEGATIVE.. ==" i wish i can change this! i'll find a way to make things better... for sure.. ==" it takes time... i reallly REALLY REALLY wish i can repay those things that i've done to him.... it makes me so... *shiver* dude, GUILTY.... gah... -__________-""i'll call him.... to fix this... *still not over it* >_>" if Ren didn't keep calling me idiot, what now?? =="

"Sometimes having a change is good. Even if its a little."

*pushes that aside* ok.. ==" so much for that... i promise i will be more matured from now on... still a kid, but yea, i'll really go for it.. if it will benefit me.. O.O"""" i dun want to make changes on me that will do me BAAAAAADDD!!! =="""" hey hey!! ^^ the name of my hotel in the facebook game! its funnee but see it.. xP kinda cute, but YEA! :D

i better get going.. i am TIRED and i feel like i've been FISHED out of the pond. -______-" thanks for listening to my dire grief and clowny agony. until next time.